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The Cuckold’s Clinic

“Today’s clinic is about masturbation Thomas. It’s an important part of a cuckolds life and it should be regular and enjoyable. I know that you have set masturbation time but of course there is nothing wrong with a bit of spontaneous fun if it’s done correctly.” She rummaged in the box. I did have masturbation time at home every 9 o’clock, unless there was nothing else happening, like a visiting lover for Lucy, a visit to the clinic here or hell, even a game I wanted to watch but I kept that to myself. 

I was required to undress downstairs and go upstairs to my room naked. I would use a towel to catch my cum which Lucy called my cumforter and I’d bring it down for her to wash straight after and dress again. Lucy felt my cum was gross and didn’t want it on her or anything around her house.  Usually I watched porn. Sometimes Lucy’s small but growing collection of home movies.  I’d most often be back down in ten minutes.

“You know you are a cuckold and why you are a cuckold. You already follow the black cock view rule don’t you?”

“Yes Dr Ward.” That meant I could only masturbate with black cocks, or images of them in view. That meant I could be watching interracial porn, Lucy with a lover, or had to have an image up on Lucy’s computer, while in bed, masturbating to her favorite porno. In fact I had sometimes had to resort to placing one of Lucy’s dildos on the dresser in front of my bed in order to be able to come when nothing else was at hand. On these occasions Lucy would sometimes watch to ensure my gaze was fixed firmly on the cock as I came. Of course, I preferred videos that featured her own hungry pussy being stretched out by a dark rod.

“Far from being a dirty secret it should be enjoyed openly. Little willies are for wanking. We all know you have one and we all know you do it.”

 “Continue wanking,” the doctor ordered, “but I want you to use one finger of the other hand to trace light circles around the backside tip of your willy. You may find that this produces a stronger, more intense orgasm than usual.”

Dr Ward was right.  I had a much stronger orgasm than normal.  She went on to tell me that little penises often feel more sensitive and pleasurable when stroked with one or two fingers.  She was right again.  I always made much more noise when Lucy stroked me with two fingers over her whole hand.  

The Reality of Cuckolding

Once she starts, she will not want to stop.

My girlfriend and I have been together for many years.  We have slowly pealed back the layers of our kinky minds and dove deeper into what arouses us and been more open the natural psychology of why we do what we do.  We have explored more of a 24/7 bondage lifestyle, age play, introduced pot into our sex life and for the first time cuckolding.

I have always fantasized about cuckolding with her.  The thought of another man sliding her panties off her soft body and shoving a cock larger than my own up into my loving girlfriend  just to hear how she sounds, has always been a turn on for me.  As we ventured deeper into me being submissive and her dominant it began to seem like an easier thing to actually live out.  Nothing made me cum harder than thinking of my wife being pleased from another man.  

I asked her several times over the corse of a month or so with her own reservations.  She liked the idea but didn’t know how she really felt about doing this to me.  I explained to her that she hasn’t been very pleased with me in the bedroom and that I know I could never live up to the standards of her ex-boyfriends.  I basically ended the conversation with, “I don’t want to force you into anything you don’t want to do.  But, I trust you enough to let this happen and if you ever decide to change your mind or the right circumstance arises, I give you the freedom to act on it.”  And we left it at that.

A month or so went by and I had flown out of town for a week on business.  I was surprised one evening when we were talking over the phone that she had some news for me.  She told me that there was a guy at work that she asked out for drinks.  Over drinks he asked why she invited him out.  He know there must have been a reason.  She slowly explained her situation and said she had always been attracted to him.  

She took him back to our apartment and she pulled out our suitcase that we keep hidden in the closet.  The suitcase is were we keep our sex toys.  Its filled with dirty magazines, VHS tapes, strap-ons, dildos, hand cuffs, ropes and butt plugs.  She showed him our toys which led into a kinky conversation about what they both like sexually.  They then made out on the couch for a while, he ate her out and he went home.

I was stunned!  After all my begging her to get into cuckolding I was not ready for this to be off and running.  Needless to say I was aroused and wanted to know every detail but it wasn’t like her to jump so quickly into something.  We talked more about our feelings and laid out some ground rules but it was very clear that this had awoken something in her that she had never felt before.  It was the most excited she had ever felt from all our years of play.  

Okay. Advice time! It is fun to be apart of a cuckolding relationship.  But its something that I really believe comes from two people being together for a long time.  Communication and honesty has to be a strong part of your relationship too.  And lastly, the thing I was not prepared for.  The thing that will come back to bight you if you don’t think this all the way through is, once she starts, she will not want to stop. 

She kept on seeing her bull for another six months.  During that time we had some of the best sex, intimacy and most satisfying sexual play we had ever had.  I was never allowed to meet her bull but the excitement of seeing her get all dolled up, purchasing special lingerie for him and the foreign smell of booze and another mens sex all over her when she returned from her dates was thrilling.  

Ever so slowly, I felt this bull becoming more and more entangled in our lives.  The rules we set for our wellbeing were slowly starting to blur and the constant sexting became too much for me. 

One night while we were talking in bed I began to tell her how I an extended break from cuckolding.  It was starting to make me feel depressed and so worthless as her spouse.  We both agreed to shelf the lifestyle and her bull until further notice. 

a couple of weeks went by when I caught her sexting her bull.  She had been doing this on and off behind my back.  They hadn’t seen one another just sexting.  It made me furious.  It made me loose my trust in her and I felt like she wasn’t being fair to me.  She wasn’t. It was then that she began to tell me how hard it was for her to stop this wildly new freedom.  She resented me for taking it away from her and felt like I was trying to control her.  That hurt.  

It took us about a month to really be okay with ourselves again.  There was a lot of yelling and crying on both sides.  We were able to reach a point where we understood one another and could begin healing.  

We agreed to take a hiatus from cuckolding.  She agreed that she would never see or text her bull again.  She realized how out of control she had gotten and realized that she didn’t put my wellbeing or our relationship first.  We agreed that we would not touch the subject until we both felt healed, close and that my trust in her had been restored. 

Over all it has been a good experience for us.  Now that she has had a taste of being a cuckoldress I know it is something we cant avoid forever.  I do believe that we will give it a try again and it is something I want too.  She sees a greater need for setting boundaries in the future and not letting things get as far as they did.  But be forewarned men,  if this is really something you want, you will not be able to go back.  She will want to make this a part of her life.  I wish you luck! 

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